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Stupid, Honorable, High-Road Seeking Fool

Posted on February 22, 2012 by Kelli Jae BaeliJuly 31, 2013

In a post from a few years ago (two posts, actually, under Going to Denver Because You’re Dead) I chronicled this transition of moving to Colorado to start a new life; again reinventing myself, with the hope of somehow finding my new place in this ever-changing, ever-challenging world.  I got rid of three-quarters of everything i owned, packed a U-Haul trailer behind my Cherryot, and off I went. A journey that lasted 30 hours on many days of little sleep. By the time I arrived in Denver, i was exhausted, lost, and had this sensation of being on another planet. … Continue reading →

Posted in frustration, Aging, depression, aggravation, stress, life, RELATIONSHIPS, conflict, PTSD, problem-solving, exes, Human Nature, Driving, guilt, women, meaning, fear, phobias, love, friendship, angst, chaos, loneliness, desperation, change, disillusionment, anger, betrayal, sadness, hope, disability, purpose, harsh realities, crisis, moving, Colorado, need, grief, luck, Relocation, U-Haul, midlife crisis, domestic violence, anxiety, apartment, despair, Lakewood, Sensory Processing Sensitivity, HIGHLY SENSITIVE PERSON (HSP), sensitivity, panic, WRITING, Xanax, Writer's Block, Social Psychology, trust, CHALLENGES & MISHAPS, EMOTIONS | Tagged loss, anxiety attack, partners | 2 Replies

Letter to a Battered Heart

Posted on November 29, 2011 by Kelli Jae BaeliMarch 5, 2013

Open letter to a friend whose heart is battered…. I remember that you were there for me when I was going through a lot and had no one. So I will do my best to be here for you, now. In this life, you have to separate your mental and emotional things, your habits, your beliefs–like laundry. Whites over there, colors over there, delicates there. You can’t throw them all in together or the colors will bleed and what was once pure and white is now sullied. Some things must be kept apart, some things put together, and you always … Continue reading →

Posted in frustration, depression, dating, stress, life, RELATIONSHIPS, conflict, Behavior, exes, experience, lesbians, Human Nature, truth, guilt, women, happiness, meaning, fear, romance, love, friendship, growth, angst, loneliness, desperation, PSYCHOLOGY, lies, disillusionment, self-respect, anger, betrayal, Social anxiety, sadness, hope, Kelli Jae Baeli, honesty, girlfriends, harsh realities, communication, self-awareness, reason, grief, socializing, anxiety, despair, intimacy, sensitivity, SEXUALITY, Social Psychology, ENTERTAINMENT, PHILOSOPHY, reality, CHALLENGES & MISHAPS, EMOTIONS, courage, celibacy, music, Jonatha Brooke | Leave a reply

What Money Can Buy

Posted on July 7, 2009 by Kelli Jae BaeliJuly 7, 2009

I was at the store, returning some merchandise and then grabbing a few things while I was there. When i checked out, I used two gift cards, expecting to still pay a remainder in cash, since I had bought three shirts. I was pleased to see that the bill was not as high as I expected, and then started for the door. halfway there, I noticed the shirts were still draped over the basket, but they had been right there in plain site of the cashier. As I neared the security device, I thought Well, if these were not paid … Continue reading →

Posted in karma, guilt, money | Tagged gift card, peace of mind | Leave a reply

Brain Dump: Mortality & Meaning

Posted on March 25, 2008 by Kelli Jae BaeliMarch 10, 2013

Okay, I know this is going to be less a blog, and more a journal entry, but whatever. Consider it the first in a series of brain dumps. <<–Look, i even made a graphic for it…. Onward…. I usually try to see the bright side of things, and when I can’t do that, I try to see the funny side. Anyone who reads this blog knows that. And often the dark side can be funny, if you know how to manipulate the data. But this morning, I think my brain is in some other gear….PARK, maybe. It hits me like … Continue reading →

Posted in frustration, Aging, aggravation, life, RELATIONSHIPS, quirks, exes, family, guilt, meaning, fear, growth, angst, loneliness, desperation, PSYCHOLOGY, HEALTH, existence, disillusionment, anger, betrayal, Social anxiety, Shoes, sadness, purpose, mortality, cigarettes, harsh realities, self-awareness, grief, luck, triggers, singlehood, midlife crisis, anxiety, despair, Depressive Realism, Sensory Processing Sensitivity, HIGHLY SENSITIVE PERSON (HSP), sensitivity, PHILOSOPHY, reality, BRAIN, Sociology, cats, CHALLENGES & MISHAPS, EMOTIONS | Tagged brain dump, parrot, E Pluribus Unum | Leave a reply

Insomnia, Sex, Guilt & MahJongg

Posted on November 18, 2005 by Kelli Jae BaeliJuly 1, 2012

There are several things that have kept me from writing lately. So I thought the only way I was going to get back to writing, was to write about what’s been keeping me from writing. One is a good reason that most people wish they had. I’ve been having lots of sex. I’m in the throes of a new relationship and everything is fresh and exciting. And the sex just happens to be really great, and that makes me want to continue to have it–especially since my self-imposed two year celibacy, where my only lover had a high and low … Continue reading →

Posted in HUMOR, sex, RELATIONSHIPS, guilt, distraction, CREATIVITY, WRITING, ENTERTAINMENT | Tagged mah jong, mahjong, insomnia | Leave a reply

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